‘PERSECUTED, DENIED A MARA SCHOLARSHIP, SHAMED AND EVEN SUED IN THE HIGH COURT FOR STUDYING AT COLUMBIA UNIVERSITY, AN IVY LEAGUE UNIVERSITY FOR MY MASTERS OF FINE ART DEGREE IN FILM DIRECTING’. – PART II.
By
Mansor Puteh
I
thought I had created history for the School
of Mass Communications and also ITM
and would be offered a special scholarship from MARA to allow me to enroll at Columbia in the Fall
semester of 1977.
And when
I tried to apply for a scholarship with MARA, it was rejected. I felt dejected.
The
others who were offered places by the non-competitive universities were all
given full scholarships by MARA, despite them wanting to do courses which are
mundane that the country had many who already have them.
I
thought the MARA officers would have foresight and were happy to see someone,
never mind a Melayu being able to study film directing at Columbia, because the
government would definitely want to develop the industry which was in the
doldrums following the collapse of the Old Studio System in Singapore that had
created many wonderful films that are still being shown on television today.
But they
did not have such foresight or even knew that few years later Dr. Mahathir
Mohammad, who was then deputy prime minister would propose the creation of the
National Film Development Corporation or Finas (the acronym for Filem Nasional)
under the Finas Act of 1980.
I had in
fact written to Mahathir when I was studying at Columbia to ask about the Finas Act and
received a prompt reply from him saying that the government was establishing
the film agency.
I was
shocked. I thought he would be shocked to learn that there is a Malaysian then
studying film at such a prestigious university, so that he could bring me back
for consultation on how best to establish the film agency. But this did not
happen.
I
supposed Mahathir who had just studied medicine at the University
of Malaya then located in Singapore and at no other university abroad, did
not know the Ivy League universities to know what he could do with someone who
was majoring in film from Columbia .
I
graduated from ITM and got my degree in October, 1977, when I was supposed to
have gone to study at Columbia .
I
attended the Graduation Ceremony at ITM in Shahalam feeling dejected knowing
how I had been denied a MARA scholarship and how some others who did not come
close to achieving such a distinction are now working on their master’s degrees
at some of the non-competitive universities in America who could not be at ITM to
received their diplomas.
I had
already started work as a journalist at the now defunct Utusan Melayu whose
history and organization turned out to be a ‘university’ of its own right; and
it is when I began to find ways to file an appeal with MARA who finally offered
not a full scholarship but a study loan instead, which I gladly accepted.
So I
only managed to work as a journalist for thirteen months and thirteen days with
Utusan Melayu before I flew off from Subang
Airport on 13 August,
1978 to enroll at the Film Division of Columbia University for the Fall
semester.
In my
second semester, I was told by the doctors at the Columbia Health
Center that I might have
a tumor in my left leg, so they sent me off to St. Luke’s Hospital near the
campus to have a biopsy where they found that I had a giant cell tumor of the
upper left tibia.
And the
doctors there sent me to the Memorial Sloan-Kettering Cancer Center to have a
surgery to remove the tumor, and had to walk on two crutches for one and a half
years, before the doctors at this hospital could perform the third surgery
which was to remove the plastic cement they had inserted in the area where they
had removed the tumor.
However,
because of an infection, the doctors decided not to follow this procedure but
instead replace my knee with a prosthesis, which I still have today. And in all
I had to walk on two crutches for fifteen years.
Because
of this I was not able to complete my master’s degree at Columbia and decided
to return home to do it, so that I can also impress my professors and
university by coming up with a Malaysian feature film which is also for the
general audiences in the country.
Unfortunately,
I have not managed to get any support from the government or the respective
ministers or ministry officials who looked down on my unusual academic
background in film; they are happy to support the idiosyncrasies of many who do
not have formal training in film or who only have just confusion to add to the
industry, which they like.
No
wonder the New Malaysian Cinema was not able to be developed with the
participation of such individuals pretending to have talent as film directors
and producers who have managed to get full grants to produce their forgettable
films that cannot go anywhere with many that bombed at the local box office.
They
were all lucky to get all that they had wanted without ever contributing much
to the development of the film industry, while I was shamed, denied a MARA
scholarship and even sued in the High Court by a Malaysian government agency
whose officials did not want me to produce my master’s thesis film which is
also for general release because they did not know what this film could do to
the industry.
(PROLOGUE:
I had
tried to pursue to work on a degree in film directing at a university in New York City in America since I was in Form Five
studying at the St. Francis’ Institution in Melaka.
My
brother-in-law, Syed Abdullah Barakhbah, who is the nephew of Tun Sharifah
Rodziah Barakhbah, wife of Bapa KeMerdekaan, Tunku Abdul Rahman, who adopted
him, gave me a PanAm airline brochure which he got when he flew to Canada and
America with Tunku and his group from the newly formed Federation of Malaysia
in 1963, which had photos of the Empire State Building and Statue of Liberty
that I had not seen before.
Tunku had
gone to Canada to seek
support from the Canadian government to help Malaysia
establish their own television station and from there he went to Washington DC
where he was received by the then American President Lyndon Johnson at the
White House and was given a full military honor and formal banquet.)
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